Praying For A Fight!

Recently the I have been having these reocuring thoughts that we are in a War. And in this War peoples lives litterarly and figurativly are at stake. Marriages are being gutted. In the Church alone the divorce rate mirrors the worlds. In alot of areas it would seem that we as believers are not gaining territory but losing some. (As a whole) It would seem that is. In my life without knowing it I have been used by saten as a tool or weapon for evil. I have participated in pornographic behaviors. I have been violant and to the point of incarciration. I have been a career thief and a fraud. The list would and could go on and on. 

I have been praying for a fight. For the Lord to reveal to me what my purpose calling and where I belong in this war now that I am fighting with the good guyes. I am very carefull to because I have seen fellow beleivers act on emotion and start things without completing them and go foreward without Gods blessing and fail. I have also seen passion misguide people especially when dealing with political issues or laws or amendments ect. And the very influence God gave them to use to build and enlarge the kingdom is being used to alienate and build a barrier for people to enter. Observing this take place over the past two yrs and studying the word I have noticed a bold contrast between the way Jesus walked this earth and the way that some times even I do. Jesus came and did not seek to change laws but fullfill them. Jesus came and met with a govenor but did not push his agenda on him with words but simply stayed silent and lived out his agenda thru execution. Jesus came went into villages and townships that had the sickest and the outcast from their societies And he healed them and ministered love to them. He also gave his deciples a platform to stand on and something to stand for . Holyness. I have been totaly convinced that Jesus Christ would have not engaged in modern day politcs but would have preached the same messages today that He did then. I do beleive though He did not die in veign and did not call Christians to be victoms and wimps. And on that cross suspended in time and space I know for certain He birthed a fight in each believers stomach with a time clock and an alarm too alert that person that Its time. This is what He would say,"I created you for such a purpose and in a time such as this NOW FIGHT". 

The other day waking in the morning with my wife mine went off and I heard those words. My wife and I go on a three mile walk each morning now and on this walk we discuss things of the day and issues we need to face. On the corner of 19th ave and unionhills across the street from the circle k I noticed nothing unusual nothing out of the ordinary . Newspaper dispensors. Newstimes car and trader I am sure we all have seen those right. Well in one newspaper box there is a puplication I am too familiar with . I used to purchase this paper and read the articles and whatever. This paper is called the bacholors beat. Its a publication that uses odd news to promote a sexual agenda. It uses pictures of transvestite prostitutes in the back dressed in womans underwear and clothing to pervert the image of a woman and encourage evil sexual exploration. It uses the personal adds for common people with sick and twisted desires to ask for help fullfilling them (you can actually meet people who will do sexual favors in this paper) and then there is the blatent call girl escort adds. Where you can call a lady and pay for sexual favors. 

I know what most people would ask," what gives" why even entertain this disgusting paper with your thoughts. Well there was a time when my lifestyle lived without boundies and those boundries began being pushed as a young boy. This paper is not behind a store counter or in a bookstore or a strip club that you have to be 18 or over to enter it is out on the corner of every circle k parking lot in the city just about and it is there by the bus stops where kids get on and off the bus and is available to childeren of any age with 50 cents. I beleive this is a fight Jesus would have engaged in and is a fight worthy of pursuing because it is the innocents of small kids. The war being waged is for the demand to rise either for righteousness or sexual debachary and it is being waged in the minds of boys who are as young as 12. The void is in the kids who are not in homes who are beleivers but are searching for a void designed by God to be filled. And what I have learned is Porn and sexual debachery is a form of idolatry. The enemy some how has found a way to promote his agenda without any recourse . Till now. 

I would like someone to give me some advise . I will do all the work. I just would like to know how someone like me can make a difference in getting these newspapers and ones just like it out of the reaching distance of our young people. To protect their minds from being scared for life and possably doing damage to their lives that leads to death. It only takes one kid to call a prostitute that advertises in their and get aids.